Not my day ;-(
I don’t know what is wrong with my assignments grades. Is it that I expect too much, is it that I assess myself wrong, or that I am not realistic enough. I guess, it is a mixture of everything. Probably, it is because I am running out of steam after six years, although seeing the amount of time and effort I am putting in my whole study, I might have dropped from 150% to 120% 😉
Since days I am trying to find a solution to tackle the last TMA for H807, and though I thought that thought I understood the guidance, compile 10 messages from the forum no more than 2000 words, and write a reflective part reflecting on the process of online discussion no more than 1000 words. Now, several interpretations show up, and with my luck 😦 I am going to choose that version that will eventually not suit my tutor. I really have a bad feeling about that assignment and I fear that I back the wrong horse. One might call me not flexible enough, but if the guidance is so woolly, although I assume that my tutor just wants to make it ‘easy peasy’ for us, it brings out the exact opposite. 😕 I am lost, I am fed up and I will call it a day.
Yesterday, I found a Edgar Card with the following saying that I find pretty appropriate for my situation right now.
… and at the very end everything is anyhow rubbish.
That’s what I feel right now, just pass that will do and it probably saves me a lot of nerves, but unfortunately I cannot really jump over my own shadow, like I leopard cannot change his spots. I always want to achieve the best, but unfortunately the last times my efforts were not rewarded.
Well, I should really stop complaining, I already start sounding moanbag, a bitcher. I should face it and get over it.